Indeed it was a night of roses and horses until it became dark, if that was the reason I couldn’t leave the gym back to my house, then maybe I would have considered that night nature’s prank, but it also started raining and it stormed really heavy as the wind kept wailing.
Hello Mary this sweet looking handsome came in smiling, don’t mind the smiles; I always keep that each time I am face to face with a fairy. How did you know my name? I asked almost in a hurry; well, this teenybopper retorted, I overheard the trainer call you by your name during the table tennis game, it’s obvious you have fame here I would say; anyway, you look cold and already pale may I offer you a ride home? He owns a car I taught, how did such a tiny get to own a car? Well I wouldn’t mind I said; my hostel is just some blocks from here.
We drove for some minutes then I started shivering, he stopped the car and tapped my lap. Mary maybe I should get you some medicine he said, okay; I replied, I would really need some, am not used to getting cold at all, from where I come from the weather is always hot especially in the north.
He parked by a small pharmacy shop and I had to wait in the car so he could get the drugs, few minutes later he was back with some drugs and a juice, here you can take the drug now which I did and we got on the road again, but just then I started feeling dizzy and everything seemed less vivid, I tried fighting the reality of sleeping but this sleep was too mighty, I felt lightened like I was floating, was I flying? I imagined, I tried to keep sight of the light but everything suddenly turned blank.
All I could feel later that night was a fluffy feeling like I was surfing towards the crest of a wave but down on me I was wet as ice, if this was a dream; I wouldn’t want to be woken, unconscious yet enjoying the pleasure I couldn’t measure, it became so intense that I felt a halt on my pulse but I still couldn’t flaunt, then it all stopped and that page seemed turned.
When I finally regained cognizance; I was wrapped up in a thick white blanket and I did not want to accept that the whole dream was a reality, suddenly he appeared half naked and I was no difference. You insane bastard! You drugged me and got me hugged to my nightmares, he laughed and dusted his chest flaunting himself like a fulfilled hyena; that just had launch.
I rushed to get dressed and flushed out of his room after making a mess of this fool; who had fooled me into getting flogged like a dog, without description I found the exit and ran out, not remembering to zip my eyes then a pin fell in and tears flushed out like a waterfall.
A night I never remembered but always regretted each time I am injected with the taught, will you still call that a one night stand or a tactically carried out plan of rape?
I never returned to that gym; as my coming to Germany had become a filmed trip, today; I am standing face to face with my plight, knowing that I have been defeated by time but welcomed into another battle with the same time; I have just been confirmed six weeks pregnant, with a child I never planned, for a guy I can never find.